Very interesting stuff there Blistering Fate...
we seem to be living almost the exact same life.
Everything you've said from the physical to mental pain, the spiritual proportions of our common disease. The strange blurry but meaningful dreams...
In a way, I sometimes ask myself "how is it possible that a mere human body and mind could feel such deep feelings, positive or negative".
But eventually, we'll all grow out of this. It's a matter of time - it seems like infinity, and it seems like we'll NEVER get out of it - but it is, yes, just a matter of time.