Re: terrified to sleep right now, scared of coma

i understand all about addiction and withdrawl but i dont think i would withdrawl from just taking 2 vicodin out of the blue. (i havent been taking them at all recently). no, this reaction is im sure related to all the other stuff going on in my body which is what scares me so much.

whats going on with me is *hopefully* just exhaustion because my body is trying to heal itself, but... it feels worse than that. hence my fear. the exhaustion malaise type sensation i was having last night is back again tonight. along with still the mild headaches and other cyst/aches. my legs themselves are doing a bit better though and i can walk on them for a time without any pain and just a slight limp... but im still orriedw something has activated inside me. im kind of planning on an er visit where they can take blood samples and maybe some other tests... if i have some kind of brain tumors or new growing cysts my blood tests should show up abnormal right? its just every time i go get a blood test and im sick as heck, they are always normal!! i guess this might be finally the time. unless i have some impossible to diagnose auto immune condition causing all this and no tests will ever show anything!? lol i feel impossible. so sick of being sick. peace Tweet