Re: terrified to sleep right now, scared of coma

ok i woke up. *phew*. another day to endure, at least. i was really unsure i would awake. vicodin has never caused me to feel this way but i realize it could be related.

honestly my body just seems overwhelmed from the recent accident i had and i do believe i am at dangerous levels of low immune health and etc. i wont be taking anymore for awhile but ive seriously never felt scared to sleep like that before or ever that mentally exhausted. i really need a diagnosis but im too worried to go get another cbc or xrays which will weaken me further. i really dont even want to know whats wrong with me even though i want to fight it. i wish i could fight it blindly and be effective so i wouldnt have to worry anymore. sucks. its what ill continue to do anyway...

currently im taking :

a multivitamin daily
1000mg vit c
1000mg calcium +1000ui vit.d
600mg strontium
500mg magnesium citrate
300mg grapeseed extract
500mg l-lysine
500mg alpha lipoic acid
500mg b12
a powerful probiotic supplement
green tea caff.free
fiber pills and milk thistle when i feel cramped
adding tumeric+cinnamon+honey to various things i eat
trying to eat more cruciferous vegetables
trying to avoid animal products and sugars
trying to get an hour of sunlight a day

im just trying to build up my immune health so that my body will be able to heal itself once again. i dont know if it will be able to get back to normal though this time as there are so many areas of pain which are wounded with growths growing. :/ i want to also get started on taking Oleander but i understand your body should be prepped to take something like that and that it can diminish your calcium and other levels in your body... which seems like it would be really bad for me. i also want to try to do the liver+gallstone cleanse with apple juice and Epsom Salts . maybe i can get started on that today. anything else anyone might suggest i add to my regiment? something powerful and simple im overlooking? thanks for any ideas. really hard to help myself just taking shots in the dark here.
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