OK, It was hard to make out what you were trying to say here, but I think I got the gist of the message. My condolence for your discomfort, but if it's any consolation, the suffering is only temporary. And if your going to use anything with pyrethrin in it, then use riptide. Here's a link to the stuff: http://www.domyownpestcontrol.com/riptide-50-pyrethrin-ulv-p-216.html