Re: I wanna knock out this pressure and pain now...

I don't have any words of wisdom; any brilliant ideas of things to try or do..
..but I just want to say how proud I am of you for first of all being so diligent especially when you feel so horrible, yet are relentlessly trying to get well. I'm so proud of you for taking it as your personal responsibility to know yourself and your body and take it into your own hands to find a solution. So many others would just EXPECT the doctors to figure it all out; and probably sue them if it didn't work.
You are responsible. And you're smart - able to understand what works and why; what might work and why/why not and are also willing - willing to learn, willing to try. You're accepting - accept what hasn't worked; what has changed and accept that people don't 'get it' or 'get you' or even support you as much as we think they should. And yes, they are tired of it all too, but they also don't know what you know, and you are forgiving..
And I'm proud of you for getting off the drugs! Yes! What an accomplishment! You have done it!
I truly believe that now comes some real LIGHT at the end of a long, hard tunnel for you.
You're a strong person, Jboy, and I believe you will get there; and that this will be behind you and you will be well!
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