Re: No orgasms since 18, do anyone have this?

My anorgasmia, ED and lack of libido started when I started poisoning myself with a 20% aluminum antiperspirant and did those stupid penis exercises. Prior to this my orgasms were pretty much mind blowing and I was addicted to self-gratification for the most part. When I started going out with girls my penis was already pretty numb and I had no real orgasms. But the erections and libido were a steady loss and I barely remember a pleasant orgasmic feeling the last time with my ex, 2 years ago.

I know im pretty metal toxic, I have Asperger syndrome and most of the symptoms of heavy metal poisoinig.

Right now my penis pretty much hurts when I have an erection so I understand what you are talking about. If I have nightime erections at the morning I will have this dull, itchy discomfort for hours. Its incredible but I also dont want to lose my virginity in this state with an uncomfortable and weak erection and the odd ejaculations. Im just almost asexual, reaching complete asexuality some days. I live in an alternative world that the others cannot see and they wont see ever, and in more aspects that the castration alone.

Call me Brainfogger because I have repeated 4 times the word "pretty" in this post.