Re: No orgasms since 18, do anyone have this?

It is interesting that the time when You remembered the abuse is around the same time the symptom started.
There could be a connection, don't You think?

I have very poor health myself and don't really believe it when people go to the "messed up childhood" aspect directly.
But there is something to it.
After I started NB I couldn't stop thinking about this traumatic aspect of my childhood.
It totally annoyed me to be honest, but after months of not being able to avoid those thoughts I am so much better.
I'm a lot less angry about it.

Forgiveness is the goal, but a lot of people just don't want to deal with this kind of stuff, and that's why they talk about forgiveness.
But You have to allow the anger first.
It is very important not to suppress Your feelings.
Forgiveness is the goal, but not the path.