Re: Heart is broken, help!!

I found this incredibly eye-opening.

He is a scarily intelligent man who spends most of his time trying to figure out the truth behind the government and most of history. He makes me feel like he is the only person I can trust for valid information. He has cheated on me, insists that I have cheated on him (when we first started seeing each other he had specified that we should be sexually exclusive, but i didn't realize he meant that i shouldn't go on dates with other people. later this turned into a massive argument in which he claimed i was incapable of feeling real emotions and forming actual bonds with people. while this is partially true in that i am emotionally dependent one moment and then avoidant another, i don't see myself as incapable of having them.) he insisted that i had slept with other people, and insists that i've slept with most of the guys in my life. the truth is i haven't been able to get him out of my mind and i haven't slept with anyone else since the first time we had sex. i later found out he slept with someone and didn't tell me about it. it makes me feel so low and like trash. i don't know what to do with myself, i hate to say this but he might go to jail tomorrow and part of me hopes he does just so i have no choice but to move on. if he doesn't i'm honestly afraid that i'm just going to let myself get wrapped back up in him. i feel like an insane person and i am constantly in pain.
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