yeah I know what you guys are saying I wouldnt kill myself because I believe in hell and I already unfortunately did try with some bad results but I would never do it again. I'm just sick of dealing with this. I wish I could look past the ugliness but it's hard. Anyway I am just looking for a cure that's all but maybe I should just try and be satisfied with what I have and learn to live with it. I found a doctor who said come back and see me if the metrodonazole doesnt work but what is he going to prescribe if I go back? Anyway I'm going to mention some metabolic causes of bo and ask him if I could get tested for those. I'm starting to think I've tried almost everything so maybe it is metabolic, maybe no antibacterial cream will cure it.