I am so sorry that you have had such horrific experiences.
No doctor has the right or privilege to sexually molest or assault a patient. If it were me, I would first try to get the dates of these "appointments" straight with general timelines and events. Then, I would contact my local rape hotline and report the incidents. THEN, I would ask the rape center for recommendations on a good, strong counseling therapist and begin the work of recovery and healing.
What may be helpful for you to understand is that you are not alone in this. You are not the first person to have been sexually assaulted by someone else (regardless of gender!), nor will you be the last. The only way to put an end to this type of CRIME is for victims to come forth, report these CRIMES, and take action to see that these predators are stopped.
My positive healing thoughts and prayers go out to you - you have the power to take your life back and see that someone else doesn't suffer the same CRIMES that you have.