First there was denial...

...I did not want to believe initially that anyone had parasites, but why not the human animal? From all I have read regarding parasite in 6 years I believe they are at the bottom of so much more disorder/disease than we think, but they have always been and will always be - we have changed, our environment has changed, and I don't know how much re-arrangement I can hope for in what is left of my life, but I never stop trying, growing, learning.

I have extricated from my person that which is sci-fi, mind bending, surreal - obsessed to know WHY? I feel I suffer more from my own bad habits than from lack of an herb or supplement. I am the one who did not question the AMA way of treating my asthma/allergies for too many years. I am the one who took prescription strength Anaprox/Naproxen sodium/Aleve for PMS without looking into the long range effects. I drank the alcohol, did the street drugs, etc.
I created the terrain for all that occured. I am not the one, however, who did not breastfeed me - just have to live with a less than great immune system and all that has gone wrong. I chose the convenient Copper-7 - a foreign object that my body desperately tried to reject everyday it was there.

While I am not solely responsible for the chemical soup our environment has become, I came from an era, a time when we could have brought greater change than we did. It was easier to stay stoned.
I do my best with the consequences of my choices.

What was present at the onset has settled down considerably - now just enough to keep my attention, and I REALLY would love to be focused on other things! I am an artist, writer - who can't get much done when both hands are busy scratching my itchy head, and when yet again I have a chopstick in one hand and a flashlight in the other doing yet another poop inspection to confirm what I already know - that YES I have parasites, but YES they are LEAVING, but it only means there are more.

I am frustrated that if Amalgams are a large part of problem, it may never be resolved. I do NOT have $ to run out and get them all changed any time soon - may have to part with all teeth instead? This is not an easy proposition for one with beautiful teeth and a blazing smile. The broken tooth may need to be removed, may have infection that some dentist will want gone first - the Antibiotic that will invariably be prescribed is what I am concerned about. I may be obtuse, but am not willing to take Antibiotic #53!!! A catch-22.
Choices, choices!

What does it mean when you take NO parasite herbs, are NOT actively trying to kill them, and they are dying and leaving anyway??? It would be great if it means my protocal has inspired my immune system to take care of it, but where will I be if these items are suddenly beyond my capacity to obtain them? I am just as concerned today to keep a supply of nettles, B-complex, etc., as I was whiskey and marijuana back in the day!

I have been doing bitters for a few years, naturally cleansing the liver - nothing pushy, but will call upon you for your recipe and support if it looks like a flush is next to try - you are right there is nothing to lose, but I have not been one willing to risk the ER trip by trying...so far - thanks blueciel! I was a ghost in the CZ background for a long time before I ever posted with my problems. The best part is the support I have received in doing so. This interaction has been a great healing aid when my illness rendered me house-bound and very much alone.

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