How bad is it if i slip on diet?

I been going out with friends alot, trying to live a normal 25 year old life. an despite having bad candida an benzo addiction....i'm able to for the most part. I drink about 5-10 cups veggies juice with 3-6 tblspn superfood. and my only solid food is usually brown rice loaded with cayenne, turmeric an virgin coconut oil...all antifungal. an i usually take that with 1-2 if1.

also lately i've been making stir fry with CHICKEN pieces...i know meat is bad. but i'm so hungry all the time. i make it with diff bell peppers, jalapeno, onion, cucumber, broccoli, cayenne, turmeric, lil salt, brown rice. it's amazing.

having at least 2 bowel movements a day.


my Q...i'm out alot, my friends eat all this delicious food in front of me, how bad would it be if i ordered a chicken caesar salad or something? an took an if1 with it.

couple weeks ago i had a salad with some ranch and a couple croutons...i didnt feel like i was dyin or didnt notice nothing. just curious. I figure as long as i take if1 with it i should be good?