Re: Awesome, Joe! I am so proud of you!...Re: Scheduling The Day : Superfood, IF2, etc.

I think my ex boss is going to prevent me from ever being well. You see, he prevents me from ever having a girlfriend, and I am very bored and lonesome because of it., as well as depressed.

He made me EXTREMELY sick from Flu a month or two ago after saying something to someone that was not in good taste. Now, after my recent moodiness here, he plan to make me miserable some more, even though I still haven't recovered from the last Flu. Life sucks, and then you die. There is nothing to look forward to, only disease, lack of love, and threats. He thinks I don't deserve to feel well. I don't want to live any more. That psycho SOB is determined to destroy me. He hates me and I hate him. Always did, always will, till I draw my last breath, and that may be soon.

It's all my fault that I got too low on HC last week. ALL my fault, ALWAYS IS!! My rose odored ex boss didn't have a THING to do with it AS ALWAYS. It had NOTHING TO DO with him giving me the worst flu I ever had in my life, and still haven't recovered from 6 weeks later, and that increased my need for HC and has been causing me to get way too low in HC and feel really bad, but, I'm supposed to know that in order to please the rat SOB wimp! It's my fault that I might met people I'm not naturally set up to interact with. It's all my fault. Always was, always will be. I need to die for it. Then, nothing will me my fault ever again, and he can celebrate victory.

.. Blame it on me. Sure, kill me. I have no fear you and your dirty tricks. I know what kind of worthless f'g rat / hypocrite you are. I'd love to die. Life SUCKS with you in it,. I can't wait until you or I are dead. I don't ever want to have to think about you again.