It was actually a guy that made me sick too. Or should I say I allowed to make me sick. The first time it was my fiancee he changed his mind about marrying me and forgot to tell me for 5.5 years. He was very spiritual and egoistical and made me feel like I wasn't important. Talk about confusing. I had to break up with him to move on. It was so hard on me I had a big adrenal crash but recovered. Fast forward and I dated this other guy who had post traumatic stress disorder and he didn't know it. I had to be on my toes and watch what I said at all times, stayed up late drinking with him too much. After 3 mths of that I my cortisol was running high all the time.
Eckard Tolle is awesome! I actually got to work with people from the movie The Secret for a long time. It open up a whole new way of thinking for me. I got to talk to so many people about a lot of different types of non traditional healing modalities. I have tried a lot of them too and found what works for me. Just need to pick them up again. Also I remember a woman in that movie The Secret telling someone they should paint what they want in their life. I have definitively heard of "The Artists Way". I should pick that up and give it a read.