You'll get more bikes someday. I've had to part with bikes for similar reasons, that's for sure. I'm still not as well as I'd like to be but I see more hope on this program than any other one in 30 years.
Try not to let the rain or the news scare you or get you too far down. For 2 weeks here it was in the 60s and sunny, and now it's in the 40s and rainy / cloudy. Take the best care of yourself that you possibly can and chances are you will OK, or even better than OK.