i'm really tryn to move on, when does the hurt stop?!!!

OK, I'M PRAYING-ONE DAY IS BALANCED AND UNDERSTANDING 'figure I'm being postitive and it takes 1 day at a time TIME HEALS ALL'. I've been on a date or two, I'm getting sooooooooo many compliments, meeting nice gentlemen BUT I'M STILL CRYING OVER A LONG TIME EX (from right after high school - who found me on FB and visitied 1 week). I know I expected too much, I found it WE CHANGED!! I just really wanted more, my feelings were rekindled and although I handled it maturely I CAN'T MOVE ON, I CAN'T STOP REMEMBERING, I CAN'T STOP CRYING. I'm angry ALOT now, I believe and KNOW I deserve happiness. I also learned and observed he had not grown up (mentally, with priorities in order etc etc). BUT, AS STUPID AS IT SOUND: I STILL LOVE HIM. W H A T!!!!! is wrong with me. ( ?) (?) (?) (?) Tweet