Mighty, I too am concerned. You have been fasting a lot in the past year. There is no one on this board qualified to give you advice at this point, least of all me. You must be able to hear God's voice better after fasting this long. Please, please, seek Him with an answer whether or not you should break this. Don't be stubborn. I would hate to see you harm yourself. God is the only one that can give you sound advice at this point. I pray you will hear Him clearly on the matter.