Hey just wanted to say I'm very sorry that you are suffering emotionally because of this urine bo. I know exactly how you feel because I go through the same thing everyday with peoples' negative reactions etc. My bo also is much like a urine odor it is horrible and it also leaves the bad smell on my towels and I can still smell it a little even after they have been washed with laundry detergent. It pretty much also stinks up any room I'm in. Try to stay strong and hope you find a solution to your bo issue. God Bless you and take care:)