I understand what you are saying but, unfortunately, I don't have high energy to stretch enough to "get it all"...(english limitations don't help here either). I admire your commitment to help others as I benefit from it too. You have done a great job on yourself by now and this last year with F165 + Bean acted as a propulser to you. I refuse to see myself buried alive for years still to come. This year IS determinant for me as I want my life back with my brain!! You have NO IDEA how helpful I find your postings (I copy/paste). Thank you!!!