Its so nice to read posts about things people are doing and experiencing not just thinking about doing,lol. Really glad you faced some "demons" and decided to FLUSH THEM OUT! Really, I think you did. You relived it, came to terms with it and expeled their deisgusting flith. They dont want to go,so you wont feel well at the moment but you will be better off tomorrow and even more so the next day and the next...It always reminds me of the ends of movies when people are set free. Whether its physically or emotionally or whatever.Thats how I picture you. Im trying to resist crying right now, so thats all im going to say but just KNOW that were HERE, feeling this with you!!~eme