I need some Hugs:(

Hi Everyone,

I know that I haven't been posting regularly in a while, I have been meaning to. Truth be told I've been doing more for my health in the last month or so, at least consistently, than I have in a while. I promise to post a more in depth post for Uny to be able to give me more accurate advice. I just have to get myself together.

In the meantime, tonight I'm doing my weekly Liver Flush. I want to know if I can have apple juice today. I had apples for breakfast, a large carrot/cucumber/garlic juice blended with several cups of spinach at lunch, and now am fasting.

I've been using lemon/olive oil as the flush and find it works well for me.

I'm just so sad:( I'm so sad today...I probably need to do a coffee enema. I have been doing them almost every day and getting out loads of stuff. This process is so hard on me mentally. I still have many hurdles to cross to get well, and it feels like I will never get everything I need sometimes. But I really am trying so hard, I just can't tell you how I have been like the worst stage mother in the world for myself, lol. Always bringing myself back with positive thoughts, always turning situations around.

I just want to be happy and healthy. I need some words of encouragement today.

Thank you:)

Teresa.