Re: can you help?

I expected to never experience love (agape - unconditional) ever in my life.  What I expected was to be a martyr and I accepted this lot because I didn't know that things could be any other way.  It took courage, faith (SPIRITUAL, not religious), and trust and I had to work hard to develop those values. 

Nothing in life is simple or easy.  It comes down to inner peace i think and finding that is a lifelong journey.  For me, anyway.