Re: The tunnel experience in the NDE
Thanks Rudi, well funny I am having a really awful time lately and you made me cry. I had a similar thing that happen to me. My husband was with me all the time and I began to realize he was not where he needed to be so I asked Allah to take him away.
Well when he took him away the angels went with him. I said wait I never planned on that one. I saw him wave to me as he left. I was happy he was going to the light as you say.
But he came back Rudi, because I unselfishly allowed him to go. Funny he was with me last night and holding me and hugging me and then I got some really awful news today. I now know why he was with me last night to comfort me for this bad day.
Funny how he is always there Rudi and so is your loved one. Even if you tell them to go they are always there watching over you. Even though she died as an alcoholic she is clean now and she will remember how kind and very good you were.
After they die they feel no regrets and no pain, they only have increased love. Funny I loved my husband more when he died. Like Allah increased my heart. I too have not moved on as I have never found someone better but I live a good life I guess?????
You will always miss your loved one but things happen for a reason. Thanks for remembering today, it has been very rough.
Sara