Published: 13 years ago
I have to give up...
You may remember me- the person with the chronic severe skin problem.
It has become so incredibly severe that I think I will have to end my life. There is simply no other way out of this unbearable misery.
The burning and itching are so severe that it has literally driven me psychotic.
My face, shoulders, back, legs, arms, chest, scalp, butt are covered in the most painful weeping, oozing, puss filled infection on top of skin that is as severely chapped and dehydrated as it can be.
This looks like something out of a science fiction movie. I seriously don't even look like I should be alive- its absolutely grotesque in every way.
I simply can't stand the pain anymore. I have the right to do with my body what I will and I choose to put my body (myself) out of my misery.
I thank you for all of your heartfelt suggestions and advice- fasting on grapes, various supplements, etc.
Unfortunately, this is a condition that is beyond the scope of any kind of treatment. It continues to worsen all of the time and I know that I need to end my life before it becomes even more grotesque.
I just wanted to let you know, for those who might have wondered what had happened to me. This will be my last post.
To those with their health- absolutely cherish it every moment that you have it. There is nothing more precious and vital.