Everyone hear says, "Wow! You've lot so much weight. You're so skinny. Are you on crack, or meth, or anything like that?" Wow... what a compliment. All I can say is "I wish I could afford those drugs." And laugh. What am I supposed to say? It gets old really quick. At first I was happy. I went up to 204 when I was pregnant. So I took it as a compliment. Now everyone asks if I'm on drugs or if I eat. Now my own boyfriend checklists everything I consumed EVERY day. What a way to make someone feel loved and trusted. It's made me anemic, too. On top of everything else. That's just what I wanted. I looked up the Planned Parenthood. The nearest one is like 45 miles away I think it said. I think I'm going to wait about 2-3 months before I start on more birth control. I just want to ask about it since I'll be paying that much for a visit anyways. Want to get my moneys worth. Ha ha. I do have to say my dad is excited. He wants me to get pregnant again so bad. He's trying to convince us to get married by next year. I dunno. I am kind of scared about even the thought of being pregnant right now. What if I feel this bad and I'm having these side effects. Would it hurt the baby? It's stupid to ask considering it's completely hypothetical, but I do wonder.