fear of releasing blocks

I had trouble gettiing stopped up with B+P shakes so I started Parastroy, and figured I will go back to B+P shakes after.
I am getting a few tiny pellets of yucky stuff out, but I am scared of emotions that will come up.

I am in therapy right now, but I have blocked memories.
I was physically and sexually abused until I was 13 years old, and verbally abused until I was 16 years old, when I started living on my own. I have bee clinically depressed also. Though I have been in therapy, these issues were never addressed.

Is it safe to continue cleansing and possibly release block in my lower torso area? (even in yoga class, or when I meditate, I only see blue and indigo, the higher chakras. I cants see light from the lower) I really want to attack these issues, but I am also scared of being hospitalized, losing my job, etc. Tweet