Re: Lajoanna...Re: I Do Not Love Myself....

Yes Wings and Hummingbird sage are so right. Your posts brought tears to my eyes as I have been where you are. Heck, thats why I moved across country from AZ to PA just to get away from toxic relatives! The people around you can be as toxic as any poisons in our air/water.

I really feel that Wings was led to write her posts and I have been thinking about what she wrote and where I am or will be in this long road ahead of me. I understand the pressures you are dealing with when others do not understand why you would "Choose to do this insane/crazy/extreme thing to yourself"(as I am sure its put) But we know why.

My husband is on our church board and he was sitting up tonight going through the LONG list of prayer request submitted each week by people. Do you want to know what 90% of them were? For health problems mostly cancer or gall bladder/liver/nerve issues and depression. He was very surprised at the list of "terminal" or "incurable" type issues. Its all around us, its an epidemic but no one was woken up to the staggering numbers that are around us everywhere. Where is it coming from? Why are 20 and 30 year olds having their organs carved out to cure their conditions and the 50 plus dying of cancer. Its staggering and we are just blindly going forward unaware of what is really going on. People are just walking around accepting what is happening in our world and health and barely questioning it. Our brains have been dumbed down for a deeper purpose and its going on right now. The slave mentality is fresh and strong.

Yes, I empathize with what you are feeling but you also know the truth and the truth will set you free. You have the knowledge and the power to go on and do this program and we are here for you every step of the way!You will learn to love yourself and we will love you as well. I know what its like to put everyone ahead of yourself because deep down you feel you are worthless. Yeah, I grew up hearing that regular. But its not true. Just lies to bring you down.

Well enough of my "craziness" and know you are in the right place! ;-)

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