You should check out the Morgellon's forum....everyone is so quick to deem you as crazy...but you may not be at all.
FIND YOURSELF A GOOD ALTERNATIVE DOCTOR IN YOUR AREA.
Go to ACAM.org and search for one. Call ahead of time to be sure they are familiar with Morgellon's. If not, find one who is.
Blessings..you will be ok! Just keep thinking that.