Ollie

Hi again!

That is all verrrry interesting...and you know, I totally forgot a significant part of Mars for a male - duh - sexuality!! Yes. So when you say that....ah yes, something must be going on there for sure - like you're feeling restricted in your sexual expression or something (if you were brought up in a religious household then what you're going through may be even more of a battle)....

Anyway, you should make a note of when you wake up in the middle of the night - because if it is between 4am and 5am then that is the time that is ruled by the Lungs (Traditional Chinese Medicine - see my link below) - and the Lungs relate to the emotion: Grief and Sadness....so if this means anything to you...you should be doing breathing exercises - at the very least when you're outside in fresh air you should do some deep deep breathing to open up your lungs and release some of that sadness - and sleep with fresh air around you too. Lungs/Sadness....shows in the Skin...so if you have any skin problems it's related to that...

Ah....I was just reading your post and I just got to the part where you said that you have been crying and crying and crying!! I swear, I did not read that before I wrote the above paragraph about grief and sadness!! Nutso eh? All these ancient arts just dove-tail together sooooo perfectly! I really should finish my TCM 24-hour Cycle wheel page below...maybe I'll do that tonight!

So...you ARE sad....keep crying Ollie...and do the breath exercises... oh my lord!! (lots of goosebumps during this post as I keep discovering stuff!!!) I just had a thought: is Ollie a White Wind??? So, I looked up your birthday and YES you are a Wight Wind. All Wind Wind's need to do BREATHING EXERCISES!! I'm serious! On my site, if you read the Shadow of White Wind (second link) you'll see that I say " the book has breathing exercises for you'......I'd say you're getting a very clear message Ollie!!

Wow

Ollie...it's clear that you need to think about yourself and communicate to others about yourself right now (hence the I's!) - and I'm here to offer an ear and any bits and pieces that may help you to see yourself more clearly...self-awareness is everything...

much love to you Ollie!

And thank you for enquiring about me - I always feel better after I've seen my girlfriends - I re-charge my batteries and get some perspective (we all discuss each others dreams, astrological transits etc...) - but I'm in a pretty challenging situation right now (inner situation not outer) but I think I'm getting through it with minimal confusion (ah who knows!!)...being aware of my dreams totally helps me see where I'm at and that I just need to trust the whole transformation process and allow myself to feel the way I'm feeling right now....not fight it at all...ah......LIFE!! (total rollercoaster)...and that's a good thing to always remember, Ollie, that the way you're feeing right now will not last forever....in no time at all you'll be smiling from ear to ear feeling on top of the world! (what a ride this life is!)

Anyway, much love....and talk to you soon!

love Tracey
xo

24 hour Cycle of Qi in the Organs

http://www.astrodreamadvisor.com/Mayan_Shadow.html