Tracey- need your advice please 
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Hi Tracey,
It's been a while- how are you? How you been finding this September? Well, this month and last month have been some of the hardest in my life. I am feeling so drained and exhausted- just can't think anymore. Is there something going on with the planets at the momment- I read something about an asteroid near earth. This year there seems to have been so many alignments.
I'd be grateful if you could tell me whats happening in my chart right now.
Thanks- Ollie x- Re: Tracey- need your advice please Tracey
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This is a reply to # 139,970Ollie, hello!
Sorry it has taken me soooo long to respond - but I haven't been having the greatest September/October either! (ugh) Luckily, today, I have found a bit of energy to respond to you!
No wonder you feel drained and exhausted Ollie - you have Saturn (the Restrictor) sitting right on top of your Mars (your Energy for DOING stuff, your Will, your Ego - how you feel about yourself, your Confidence) - so drained indeed! It's not a fun transit...
It peaked on September 11th - so, luckily the worst is over...you should be on your way to recovery right now (even though it is still perilously close) - the transit will come back a couple times over the next year, unfortunately (maybe this is why I shouldn't give readings when I'm not feeling very positive!! eek, sorry...)
But...let's see what this Transit is wanting you to do (positive stuff!) Saturn isn't conjoining your Mars just to be mean and make you feel terrible - no! Saturn is urging you to change something...
The transit is taking place in the 9th house of..Higher Education (are you in school right now? Do you feel the urge to go to school?), consciousness expansion, travel (you'd only travel for work or education - not for pleasure - can you feel that? I have Saturn in my 9th house and I LOVE travelling and pleasure, but right now I feel like I don't even want to travel - it would have to be for work, accomplishing something, learning something....do you feel that too?)...
Where have you been putting your energy (mars) Ollie? What have you been 'doing'? Whatever you have been doing with your Energy - Saturn is saying that you need to change this - you need to Focus, have Discipline and re-structure what you 'do'. There is a suggestion here that you probably want to do something that is Ideal, moral, beneficial to others.....and stems from your Considerate and Protective Philosophy! (how's that?) Saturn actually wants you to do it...and he can be a real task master!
What you decide to do right now might not be the thing that you end up doing as your Calling (that's coming, though, in the next couple of years!) but you should follow your intuition, make some changes and get some discipline and focus into your life here so that your Calling can gain access to you.
Disciplined Action - that was Saturn is saying...you'll have plenty of energy for that...
How does that sound? Does it make any sense? I hope so....and I hope you feel better Ollie (we Scorpio ascendant, Leo Moon types have to stick together!)...
much love,
Tracey
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This is a reply to # 139,986Hey Tracey,
Thanks so much for the information...it really helps me feel that it's not just me going completely overboard. Yep I definitely know that I need to change things, I've known that for a while. But now I think it's got to that point where I have no option but to change. It's far more painful staying the way I am...I must embrace change. For me it's about sexuality, ego, desire to help others, ability to express my souls purpose. This is all sacral chakra stuff and it's just so intense right now. I literally wake up at 4 or 5 in the morning full of fire! So indeed it is about disciplined change and restructuring. Half of me just wants to go awol and let off steam and the other half is saying to take it slowly. I need to find an outlet for this energy because it keeps going back into me- which ain't too good.
Right now I'm feeling mega sensitive- I had some spiritual healing on Friday and so much stuff is coming up...definitely feel as if I'm having a healing crisis.I used some rose quartz last night and I think it brought up even more stuff. Ahhh I just feel horrible...I want to cry and cry and cry. I wish I could give you a hug right now :)
One of the things I've wanted to incorporate into my life is Reiki- not to charge anyone, but just to help people. Somehow I felt that I need to be 'sorted' before I can treat. I think this is an old voice coming up, as even when someone might be feeling unwell they can still transmit energy. After all it is universal energy and we are only channels, not direct healers in this respect.
Looking over what I just wrote, I realise there are lots of 'I's.
I hope things are getting better for you and your october flows smoothly. How have you been finding things?
Muchos love and hugs,
Ollie xxxAdvertisement
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This is a reply to # 139,992Hi again!
That is all verrrry interesting...and you know, I totally forgot a significant part of Mars for a male - duh - sexuality!! Yes. So when you say that....ah yes, something must be going on there for sure - like you're feeling restricted in your sexual expression or something (if you were brought up in a religious household then what you're going through may be even more of a battle)....
Anyway, you should make a note of when you wake up in the middle of the night - because if it is between 4am and 5am then that is the time that is ruled by the Lungs (Traditional Chinese Medicine - see my link below) - and the Lungs relate to the emotion: Grief and Sadness....so if this means anything to you...you should be doing breathing exercises - at the very least when you're outside in fresh air you should do some deep deep breathing to open up your lungs and release some of that sadness - and sleep with fresh air around you too. Lungs/Sadness....shows in the Skin...so if you have any skin problems it's related to that...
Ah....I was just reading your post and I just got to the part where you said that you have been crying and crying and crying!! I swear, I did not read that before I wrote the above paragraph about grief and sadness!! Nutso eh? All these ancient arts just dove-tail together sooooo perfectly! I really should finish my TCM 24-hour Cycle wheel page below...maybe I'll do that tonight!
So...you ARE sad....keep crying Ollie...and do the breath exercises... oh my lord!! (lots of goosebumps during this post as I keep discovering stuff!!!) I just had a thought: is Ollie a White Wind??? So, I looked up your birthday and YES you are a Wight Wind. All Wind Wind's need to do BREATHING EXERCISES!! I'm serious! On my site, if you read the Shadow of White Wind (second link) you'll see that I say " the book has breathing exercises for you'......I'd say you're getting a very clear message Ollie!!
Wow
Ollie...it's clear that you need to think about yourself and communicate to others about yourself right now (hence the I's!) - and I'm here to offer an ear and any bits and pieces that may help you to see yourself more clearly...self-awareness is everything...
much love to you Ollie!
And thank you for enquiring about me - I always feel better after I've seen my girlfriends - I re-charge my batteries and get some perspective (we all discuss each others dreams, astrological transits etc...) - but I'm in a pretty challenging situation right now (inner situation not outer) but I think I'm getting through it with minimal confusion (ah who knows!!)...being aware of my dreams totally helps me see where I'm at and that I just need to trust the whole transformation process and allow myself to feel the way I'm feeling right now....not fight it at all...ah......LIFE!! (total rollercoaster)...and that's a good thing to always remember, Ollie, that the way you're feeing right now will not last forever....in no time at all you'll be smiling from ear to ear feeling on top of the world! (what a ride this life is!)
Anyway, much love....and talk to you soon!
love Tracey
xo24 hour Cycle of Qi in the Organs
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This is a reply to # 140,001Yo Tracey,
Thanks so much for that- it really helps me to understand things better when you offer me your wonderful advice. I wonder what the lunar eclipse will bring at the end of the month?
It's very difficult to feel motivated at the moment. I feel so disillusioned in what I'm doing , tired apathetic and fed up. My energy levels have not been this low for a long time. I think I'm suffering from burnout- had to retake my exams this summer so my summer holiday was too short after a long academic year of studying- definitely some resentment there.
Talking of resentment and forgiveness, Tracey how do you let go of things- I find it very difficult to just 'let go' as I'm often told. Resentment and bitterness are so toxic-- yuck, yuck.
YeahI really feel this sadness and grief at the moment- it's so deep, like it's been stored far too long and is coming up and up. (Guess what, woke up at 5am this morning :) Definitely feel that my healing sesh last week opened me up big time. I just got fed up- repeating the same old patterns.
Tracey, I wish you much love on your journey inwards and know that this journey will mean that your able to shine even more of your lovely light and enlightenment on everyone else too.
Speak to you soon,
Bigs hugggggzzzzz
Ollie xAdvertisement
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This is a reply to # 140,002Yeah, 'letting go'....easier said than done eh??
Well, at least you are aware that you need to let go of past stuff that is burdening you. Have you tried writing about it? I think that writing down every little (and big) thing that you are holding onto and that is not helpful to your well-being...is verrrry helpful. You need to Express it! If you can't talk to a good friend about all of it then just write it all down, every bit of it...just let it all hang out. Even hitting a pillow or screaming underwater will help! And, of course, crying...it really depends on what you are not letting go of....just follow your intuition.
You know - have you ever done a liver flush?? Because, old bitter stuff (think bile!) is stored in the liver and when you flush - you do actually release old emotions that you have been holding on. It is oftentimes a reeeally good idea to do something in the physical realm (like a Liver Flush or diet change or exercise change) in order to activate your spiritual/emotional Self - it's the old Alchemical dictum: as above so below. The Alchemists would do something in the physical over and over again (plant distillations etc) knowing that with their repetitions (it's all about repetition) they were transforming their Inner Spiritual selves (into Gold - we're talking about the real alchemists here not the charlatans)....I do believe that physical things can help, but really only because it helps to transform our beliefs - ya know? When you cleanse physically - you automatically cleanse spiritually/emotionally as well...
Also, by paying attention to your dreams you can see where you are in the process of letting go...write down your dreams and identify the FEELINGS you have in the dreams (if nothing else) - by examining your dreams and having Ah-HA! revelations you will grow more quickly...
And then, sometimes, as long as you're aware, you just have to allow yourself to feel what you're feeling, right? And know in your heart that you WILL release the stuff you need to let go of when the time is right....
Thank you for your lovely wishes...you are beautiful, Ollie!
love Tracey
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