Published: 14 years ago
Re: Religious experience or true conversion?
God will never leave you high and dry for even 1 second. That is just the way you are seeing things at the present time. He will never leave you or forsake you. Believe me God is not seeing this as you are seeing this.
Again, I would like to encourage you to read Victory In The Wilderness by John Bevere. This book is a Bible study on this very subject and will help you see that scripture does back this up.
If it helps, my wilderness lasted a lot longer than two years. The children of Israel had a 40 year wilderness and most of them died in it. Don't become a fatality like most of them did.
My prayer for you:
"Father God, help #88426 see things as you do. Baptize him/her with Your Holy Spirit in a mighty way with all the evidence Your word speaks of concerning this. If there is something that is keeping this baptism from him/her reveal it to him/her. Show #88426 how to remove any obstacle with Your help. Show #88426 how to take Your kingdom by force as you speak about in Your word. Send workers in #88426's path to minister your word and encouragement. Plant this person in good soil in Your kingdom with strong and deep roots. May this person some day realize all this pain was worth it for You, Father God, in Your Wisdom lead him/her by these bitter waters for an awesome reason. It was out of love. Thank you for your everlasting love and mercy."