Re: Sandi

Hi again Rudi.
This forum but especially the NDE forum has been a real help to me. I have lived most of my life in fear and guilt. After reading your writings I wondered how the heck could I get rid of all my guilts, self-inflicted and other inflicted. One night last week when I lay down to sleep, I called upon God, my angels & guides, whoever they are and asked them to dissolve my guilts. Some instances I was able to recall and could actually experience the feeling of them leaving. Most guilts I don't seem to have a conscious knowledge of except that I can feel them in my chest. That night there was so much energy going on I couldn't sleep all night.

I think most of my guilts are gone. However, I still have fear and anxiety hanging around there, most of which are unnamed. I am working to find a way to dispel them also except for ligitimate ones where I am actually in danger.

I have somewhat of a problem in that I have never met any of my angels or guides. Had a fantastic experience with God once. But, that was back when I was a Mormon and knew all the answers because they were hand fed to me.

Now, I don't know who/what God is, who/what Jesus is. In the mormon culture Eloheim is God, aka Father in Heaven, Heavenly Father. Jesus is just Jesus our Savior, or Jesus the Christ. I have alse seen him referred to as Yashua (sp?). Then, of course there is the Holy Spirit which is a 3rd being.

I am really confused. When I talk to God, He/She tells me to quit worrying about all this as it is unimportant. So, if it is unimportant I wonder why there is a Jesus. Personally, I resent having a go-between.

Am I just crazy or what?? Tweet