I created a living horror,im going to end my life.

Ihad this ugly moles all my life and here goes my story...I recently purchased this product and was using it to get rid of my moles and as i was applying this product which contains black salve as its main ingredient, i was supposed to scratch the surface of the mole to make it bleed a little bit and then apply a small amount of the paste on it,
put a bandaid on, and wait untill scab forms the next day.
So i did all as it said in the instructions and i applyied this to 35 moles all over my body and it reacted with all of them! I felt pain for almost a week..

i had this holes on some of the moles which scabs fell of prematurelly, i had and infection(puss that came out of some of the holes)i was cleaning my infected little wounds(6mm width 6mm length 4mm depth)with 96%alchohol and squeeze the puss and apply ampicillin Antibiotic on it daily so the infection cleared up in a week and then the holes filled with new skin in about 3 to 4 weeks i cant remmember exactly.

and so i am now left with a redness on my skin and i dont know wheather i caused myself burns from 2nd or 3rd degree?? whether i will have scars or not??

I was putting contractubex which has the same ingredients as mederma and its made by the same company also.. Im devastated i think i will be ugly like a monster i will have this ugly huge scars all over my body, i can't live like this i don't want to live in this horror that i created for myself, im going to end my life.
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