That's the problem with alot of people. They just wanna know Jesus and nothing but him. Now, historically he is proven to have existed. That goes without saying. But he himself also said. I didn't come to start a new. He came to carry on what was already in existence. There's a reason Jews don't acknowledge him as the "messiah". And even that term is taken out of context. He never fulfilled ANY of the messionic prophecies. And most of the words are mistranslated from the original Hebrew and Aramaic text. It's hard for me to feel spiritual knowing that Constantine who was not religious and his bishop buddies decided what should be put into the bible and throw away the rest. It was a political move on their behalf. Plus there's different versions of the "apocolypse". And anyone with a brain knows the bible is not to be taken literally. The bible has been screwed around with so much it's not even funny. I do admit wholeheartedly that I wish to have the faith you people have one day. I admire you all but I just can't bring myself to believe much anymore