Re: I am on day 3 of my fast.
Thank you for the encouragement.
Yes, I know what you say about the relationship. I know he should show me and let me know how he feels, but I guess all I get is confusion, so it confuses my heart. He wasn't suppose to be staying in Texas. He was just going there for training and he was coming back. Well, now he is staying for a while and he doesn't know how long. I guess I need to fast in order to get over him and be strong enough to allow my heart to let him go.
Clean my house is my phrase I use which is very similar to the scriipture in the Bible in Isaiah 38:1 "Thus says the LORD, 'Set your house in order, for you shall die and not live.'"
I know I am not dying, but I should get my life in order anyway. There is no time like the present.
I don't want to just clean my house, but put my whole life in order both physical, mental and emotional with both my home and my body. I guess that is what I was saying and I didn't make it very clear. I am sorry.
Good luck on your fast as well. :)