Re: I am on day 3 of my fast.

Hi, I enjoyed reading this, I can relate to some of it as well. I would love to have a closer connection with God while on this fast, I have felt "lost" for quite a while now and would like to feel reconnected with Him.

And as far as the breakup, they are always painful. We've all at one point or another in our lifetime experiences this. To give you my honest opinion, I believe that if your man really misses you as he claims he does he should try harder to do something about it rather than just say it, as the saying goes: action speaks louder than words. He should help you move, tell you how much he loves you, not confuse you with negative, doubtful talk that the relationship may not work if you were to eventually move to Texas; if he truly believes that he is not sure where he stands with you then why even bother, why try, he's pessimistic when he should be optimistic that it WILL work out between you two, sure there will be some rocky times but that's with every relationship, it's not always a smooth ride, two adults know this. I also don't think it's fair to you that he expects you to just up and go leaving everything you own (home, jobs, etc) behind, especially for someone who's already putting a dagger in the relationship. Remember, he left you behind, he should have taken you with him....so let God lead you to his arms if it is really meant to be, listen to God because I'm sure he is talking to you, you just have to carefully listen. Of course you know your relationship better than anyone else, I'm just giving my opinion on the bits you wrote, therefore, make the decision that is best for you.

As far as the fridge full of food I would give it to a family member or a friend to get rid of it because it's too tempting. I'm on day 2 of a 40day fast, so I have a lot to resolve myself. Congrats on day 3! Take care and listen to your inner voice :)

P.S. Why is housecleaning so important that it was mentioned three times? Lol. I try to clean but when I miss out I clean some other time. No biggie. Tweet