it sucks dsnt it im only 34 and 2 years ago i had a good life went gym every other day for 3 hours a time ate what i wanted never hardy ate junk always treated myself after a work out but like i said i always tried to be healthy i had lot of stress in my life though so mybe thats why i am in this position today i just go for walks now as i dont eat ,much ive gone down to 8 stone and i wouldnt wanna get any slimmer im size 8 now use to size 10