You know, maybe thats the big problem...you guys started everything on "games" and problems. No, I dont believe you can like someone that much that you push them away. No, I think when its meant to be and you are ready its dead easy- you like each other, you want to be with each other and another person is no option. So what are you guys messing around with? If you werent ready for him in that way then maybe he just wasnt right or if he wasnt ready that way maybe its not meant to be. But really, one thing I learned: the things that need to happen will happen- whether you like it or not.