Feeling Very Low

Really not sure if I want to carry on with this I am feeling really low today and in a lot of pain...this is usual as I am about to come on but it just feel so much worse than normal. I am so frustrated with putting in so much effort to heal and ever time I do anything I just feel worse.

I know that it could be a healing crisis but I am so sick of them...my whole inside feel like they are just raw and burning...is this never going to go away....I want to do something were I see some improvement. Sorry for venting...I have just read an article on another site were someone had written a testimonial for Chrons and mms and they said that you really should get the mercury out of your mouth before you try and use it because if you don't it will just make you more sick and I wonder if this is what is happening to me and than I think I am back to the old square one thing were I am thinking is it down to being butchered my a dentist when I was 15 who filled every back tooth I had with mercury, that I cannot afford to get out.

I am so sorry for going on....Best Thoughts Moonie