Re: To receive, give what it is you desire
Elle
This is my opinion, and one that would fit with Abraham's.
You can't give away money just because you want money to flow to you. The giving has to come from feeling really good about giving.
This is like saying "I will be nice to you, so you will have to be nice back to me in return"
The way you have described your process/exercise feels like it's coming from a place of lack.
The process is ASK, GIVEN, ALLOW
There is no process that asks you to take action.
In your shoes, I would focus on appreciating what is already abundance in your universe. Then play the "What I want is XXX and WHY I want it is because of XXX" and find the feeling place of abundance by visualising it. From the feeling place, if it is inspired action to give to others, then do so. But taking an action journey just to *try* and manipulate the universe in giving you something may be a little upstream.
And if you take a really good look around you, it's clear from others experiences that you do not have to give out money to receive money. There are plenty of very rich people who have learned to allow to flow money towards themselves without ever giving to others (and I'm not saying that giving isn't a good thing)
You only have to feel abundant and believe that money will flow to you effortlessly. Just LINE UP with money. That's all you have to do. It's an emotional journey.
Love
Maya