You know, It seems like awhile ago the tone of your posts was one of negativity, of giving up. I dont know if Ive heard you sound so hopeful as you have in recent posts. Makes me happy, gives me hope and makes me feel all those prayers I try to say for you are helping. I hope so.
Just curious, have you ever tried EFT?
I did my first session this morning..its really a positive thing, I felt good afterwards. Im not doing it to try and heal my skin, Im doing it to try and help my self esteem and my emotions. I have so much hatred and anger and negativity towards my self and my self worth because of how I look. Even if I never get better, Id like to be one of those people who's looks dont effect their self esteem. Ive seen people like that..burn victims, people with terrible facial deformity..people that are open and loving and face the world despite how they look. I admire that.
If you havent tried it, maybe you could try now, along with me. Its easy, only takes a few minutes per session (like 15-20 if you want to sit in meditation afterwards). Youtube has TONS of awesome, easy to follow instructional videos on it. Im going to keep doing it, as well as pay attention to my affirmations, and thoughts (I just watched the secret again, damn I love that movie) and report back on how its making me feel after awhile.