I have been so foolish to think that I was so important and different from everyone else...I have realized that we all have our own flaws,no one is perfect and we are all searching for recognition,acceptance and approval in some way or another...I don't know just yet,nor understand it ..but something about my childlike nature and uninhibitedness,rebelliousness steak does appeal to people ..I just don't have it just yet but I know I can affect people in a positive way as much as I have effected them in a negative way. I always sensed that I have had charisma but it has always eluded me as of to 'why'..I don't know but I WILL figure it out..one way or another lol.
thanks again for your insight and understanding.