Re: no more for me..

on the flip side..when I am in a good mood,I can be devilishly charming and manipulative..go figure lol.

I doubt it has to do with my issues and more with my moods and having a poor default mode whenever I get into those moods,it's like whenever I am lowly and down on myself I always revert back to the woe is me phase,I hate the world,girls suck,i hate myself and everyone else blah blah blah..I have to learn to just accept my moods,shut off my mind and the jibba jabba goin' on and just deal with the moods/emotions without having to give it meaning and label everything..sometimes I just feel like crap and theres no other reason other then I am tired and worked a long busy shift..

it's not the end of the world,actually..the more it seems like the end of the world over sometime small and minuscule the more likely it's purely delusional and just the horrible mood talking..it's all in my head and not even real,with a clear head I realize that it's not such a big deal and everything is a-ok.