no more for me..

well..after thinking about it and examining how I feel the best I can..I think it's best that I remain single for a while longer,maybe longer then sooner lol.After having some initial crushes on some girls at work,I have decided that I am just not ready to open myself up to those feelings again just yet.I can't help but feel hurt and rejected without even knowing them,though they are favorable to my company and interactions..I am just not very open nor very friendly,I just want to be alone and I don't think I would be able to open up to them nor anyone for that matter..It sucks because I know they are good people..the only drawback is that I am the broken and tortured one,
NOT them..

oh wellz,woe iz muah I guess,I don't care..I am over it..I am soo over it..