Re: Prayer needed from Christians
I will pray. Please know that when you feel unsafe, your body puts out chemicals and hormones that are harmful to your body. So safety is your first concern. You have not stated how you think your husband may be trying to harm you, but if you suspect he may be adding something to your food, your water or your environment, that may be a cause of your multiple chemical sensitivities.
Multiple chemical sensitivities often have a strong candida connection and/or heavy metal. The ALA would help the heavy metal, but you may not be strong enough for the detox. Pray over the ALA, bless it, and then take it, but not too much at first until you see how you detox. Cut your carbs, if at all possible.
Having said that, there is another avenue I would like to see you take first. Call this number: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) This is the 24/7 number of the National Domestic Violence Hotline. Tell them your story and see what they say.
One of the reasons women stay with men is financial. How could I support myself if I left him? The hotline can refer you to a local shelter. If you go to the shelter, they will provide you and your children with food and shelter, and help you get the necessary assistance, public, legal or otherwise, that you and your children need. They will provide you with psychological counseling and give you a better view, a more realistic view, of your situation. You will be able to address your health when you get your safety issues taken care of.
Tell the person you speak to how unsafe you feel. They will give you good advice, and if that advice is to go into their shelter, please go. Do not wait until you feel that you yourself can handle the situation if you leave. Just take your children and go and do what they tell you. Once you have the assistance you need, they can even transfer you to another city. They will help you with Everything!
I repeat, I will pray, but God uses the foolish to confound the wise, and perhaps instead of a healing for you right now, He wants safety.