Re: Anyone ever feel crazy? Seriously
Hi There, I just want you to know that you're not alone and everything you have described is very familiar. I had a time about two years ago I'd have episodes off and on but This one time that was the worst...I felt like I was going crazy...couldn't focus, couldn't read, couldn't watch tv,paced the floors, couldn't sleep.At the time not knowing I had parasites...it was so scary. I thought I would never be normal again.I've done many detoxing programs and cleanses and have slowly gotten better. I've had relapses but I've definately gotten better. You just have to hang in there and keep going. At times it seems like a never ending journey but then you get periods where you feel better and regain your strength and you can forge ahead.The weird thing about it is when I have these relapses and die offs my mind forgets and It takes me awhile to realize that it's die off. It's strange because after all the times I've been through this you'ld think I'd know right off...but when you're in the middle of it and you have the panic and fight or flight feelings and insomnia and whatever other awful symptoms that come along with it....you just want it to be gone . I guess we just have to learn our own bodies and what we can tolerate. What is too much and what we can handle. I'm just about through another episode of die off or herheimer reaction or whatever but I'm not giving up. I'm going to take another week and a half break then start up again because I know if I don't they'll only multiply.
We're all here for you anytime....if you ever need to vent or need advice....I'm here. I don't know what I'd do without this forum. Sincerely, Joyce