Mine come in the way of dreams. I get crazy, wild dreams. How do you know that you have parasites? What kind of physical symptoms do you have?

I personally think it's healthy even if you're sick to just act like you're actually healthy from time to time just to take a break from detoxing, killing off the critters. Eat normal, don't take any herbs, etc... and then put down the hammer so to speak with serious detoxing.

Haha! I had the same thing happen to me on my first two parasite cleanses, when my system was much more infested. I personally dont believe these organisms are like mindless little bugs, but have some sort of collective conciousness which is evil and affects our own. Thats just my theory of course, but I know on my second parasite cleanse especially, I would have these weird thoughts that didnt quite seem like mine. Like I would be getting my glass of water to take my dose, and have this thought of "you are poisoning yourself with these herbs. you need help" or "dont take these herbs!" strongly and loudly. I do know the difference between my own thoughts and something else and this really wasnt the internal voice of god or my inner self or whatever you want to call it.

These thoughts have yet to happen to me on this parasite cleanse, in fact Ive had very little "die off" the third time around. I must be much less infested now and Im very glad. It gets easier, so just keep cleansing!

There are many chemicals being produced by parasites that can directly affect the central nervous system. These can subtly alter behaviour, mental states, urges, appetite, energy etc. Shroom

Ozgur,

A question, in case I misunderstood you...

...Did you leave any 90-day waiting periods between parasite cleanses?

Too much too soon can be a heavy burden on the organs, I believe.

If you haven't given your body these rests between cleanses, the only thing I can suggest is to email R.G. and ask if you should stop for 90 days.

If you HAVE taken that rest period then I'm all wet, and you could practice saying 'No' when thoughts you do not like enter your head.

All of us have thoughts that jump around like monkeys in a barrel...that's how we get to notice different possibilities. But we each own all of our own thoughts...completely.

You couldn't possibly be crazy, and still write as clearly and coherantly as you do. Period!

If you really were going off the deep end, you wouldn't THINK of posting here...especially to ask for reassurance.

You're normal, kid.

My best,

Fledgling

Hi There, I just want you to know that you're not alone and everything you have described is very familiar. I had a time about two years ago I'd have episodes off and on but This one time that was the worst...I felt like I was going crazy...couldn't focus, couldn't read, couldn't watch tv,paced the floors, couldn't sleep.At the time not knowing I had parasites...it was so scary. I thought I would never be normal again.I've done many detoxing programs and cleanses and have slowly gotten better. I've had relapses but I've definately gotten better. You just have to hang in there and keep going. At times it seems like a never ending journey but then you get periods where you feel better and regain your strength and you can forge ahead.The weird thing about it is when I have these relapses and die offs my mind forgets and It takes me awhile to realize that it's die off. It's strange because after all the times I've been through this you'ld think I'd know right off...but when you're in the middle of it and you have the panic and fight or flight feelings and insomnia and whatever other awful symptoms that come along with it....you just want it to be gone . I guess we just have to learn our own bodies and what we can tolerate. What is too much and what we can handle. I'm just about through another episode of die off or herheimer reaction or whatever but I'm not giving up. I'm going to take another week and a half break then start up again because I know if I don't they'll only multiply.
We're all here for you anytime....if you ever need to vent or need advice....I'm here. I don't know what I'd do without this forum. Sincerely, Joyce

I really think that these parasiites have a collective consciousness of some evil kind. Pregnant women can feel controlled by the baby they carry which will tell them what food it wants just by the way you feel or by the sudden food cravings you have. Honestly, the parasites do the same, they have very strong desires that they transmit to youwith the chemicals they emit. It is a sick and twisted, evil, insidious control they take over you, and very real. They want sugar, acidic foods, white breads you never liked before, they want to keep you awake at night to weaken the body so they can grow even further out of control, they want you to be too sick and too tired to fight them, and they didn't want you to discover their evil control. Even when you do discover them, they want to do everything in their power to thwart your attacks against them. They have existed for millions of years and their legacy is one of breaking things down, destroying slowly, steathfully, existing unnoticed but still getting what they need from their host, getting the best from the host, and leaving sickness and death behind. Their job is to make you crazy because if you are crazy from all their ammonia offgassing then they are alive and happy, but if you are healthy that means they are dead, and if you are dead, they are dead, so they don't want that either. Can you imagine the millions of people out there who have no idea what is going on with them seeing doctors who don't help. Thank god at least you know what is making you crazy and can actively combat its MIND CONTROL when it arrises by STATING THE TRUTH and negating the lies of deception. You are stronger than them and no one has the right to your body but you. Keep telling the parasites that they don't belong there and get the hell out, this is your body. These parasites are desparate and make you feel desparate, they create anxiety, fear, brain fog, crazy thoughts. (Whenevery I see a desparate/anxiety ridden person I think, must be the parasites, I can spot it a mile away, there is like a glaze over the persons eyes like they are posessed and don't even know it sometimes. Just imagine the legacy of the parasites and how many of their ancestors have taken posession of peoples bodies and lives and destroyed them, killing slowly for a living, and that is where they feel they have the power over you, but not anymore. You are taking it back and they don't like it. You have to undermine them, steal back the control over your body and kill them one by one. Or you could take Miracle-Mineral-Supplement and kill the crap out of all of them all at once like I did (see my thread), also COq10, and Lugol's Iodine send the chemical message that they are not welcome and they totally get the message. COq10 kills them by letting your body make H202 and Iodine kills them too. Keep up the good fight, you will win. Keep saying, out loud if you have to "parasites: you have no power here, you are not welcome, this is my body and you are nothing." Have a mantra/prayer everyday or every minute if you need it, to add to your anti- parasite attack. Because their collective consciousness is exerting that mind control over you 24 hours a day and you have to combat it consciously.