......okay I've read it.....it's not going to respond anger or anything like that. In this situation, it's not a toxic relationship. I've been there I've done that, I've lived with that. Not with just a boyfriend but a father. This is to each it's own situation. It wasn't just him that I was cold to and felt no feelings for, it was my whole family, my friend, the people I worked with, everybody. Yes yet again, I'm young and know nothing, and you are older and know everuthing b/c you have been through more. And orginally I was on this site for an IUD I had put in which was the cause of some of my mood swings and depression. I am scared of someone caring, deathly to be honest. He is my best friend, and like my other best friend, he gets on my nerves sometimes and I can't stand him. But I can't avoid hiim for days like I can my friends. This is a whole new thing for me and everybody is telling me to leave.......