Re: Got God?

Before we were ever born...we gave ourselves challenges...for some...it is to deny the other side...so we could discover the message of love in spite of putting on earthly bodies... I went to heaven in my nde...yet some who die...never find a place they call heaven...but somehow heaven exists for me... within my religious point of view...and maybe I see heaven for the same reason the non believer chooses not to see... We who chose to see the variable of heaven learn the lessons love could give us knowing heaven waits for us... but the lessons of those who see no heaven choose lessons that are no less valuable for them...for choosing otherwise....I saw orbs of light,,,you may call them burning balls of I fire...or spirits...or not...only the light I found in my NDE did not burn...there was no heat coming from the light...the only place a wyrm burns in my perceptions coming from my NDE is when you dip your soul into a chemical body...death and dying...putting a physical chemical body over orbs of love...to make our illusions burn...

Anything less than light free of burning is not love...This what I learned in my Near Death Experience but that is me...there is so much to learn... Some who have Near Death Experiences put the face of Jesus or Buddha...on their orbs of light...and clothing on their spiritual beings too....I could not see clothing on anyone in heaven...or faces either...or fire...until I was on my journey back to my body...where I had fallen past the stars....passing Pluto...Venus...Mars,,,,until I saw the big blue marble that is earth....then...right before the atmosphere I met a lesser God ...translucent....long white beard and robe...and some might call this in between place heaven...and this in between robed figure God...but rather a lesser God...I for one do not...as this lesser God was far removed from the light so strong it blurred color into one light....but there is black....the God of black...there is something to be learned from black.... this was passed along by popoe;


“Black was best looking… Ebony was the best wood, the hardest wood; it was black. Virginia ham was the best ham. It was black on the outside. Tuxedos and tail coats were black and they were a man’s finest, most expensive clothes. You had to use pepper to make most meats and vegetables fit to eat. The most flavorsome pepper was black. The best caviar was black. The rarest jewels were black: black opals, black pearls.”

-Ann Petry, The Narrows, 1953

"Black is elegant, and mysterious. Black is often said to be the absence of color, but I think it deserves a place as a color itself. The fashion world certainly couldn’t function without it! Maybe black has gotten a bad rap because it is associated with the villain’s hat – but black, like white, is like a canvas, and we can paint on it most vividly! -popoe"

We who fall into bodies... very much know the light...we were one with the light...the light was everywhere...but we wanted to learn something else...we put on the clothing of ego...to learn black...to learn the feeling of burning...to learn shapes we chose to learn long ago...but could not see them for all of the light....

Beyond the limitations...of time... split from the light..we fell...down here into the underworld...where we live in bodies to learn black... Maybe I am too hard on my lesser higher self... I am tired of learning black but he keeps sending me here...until I can paint love in black...maybe I should thank him for sending me into a world that breaks my heart every day? but I will not...not today...but I hope I get my lessons learned about black in this life...so I can shed bodies that burn...separated from the light... I would rather take a lesser illusion...become an angel like being...barely visible even to the soul...one that lives on love...this may be what I choose next time round...at least...this is my hope... Tweet