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Re: Sanpaku Eye
We know you are a devoted father, this was just a heads up.
I grew up in an emotionally and verbally abusive situation that occasionally turned physical. I spent the first couple of decades of my life being told I was not good enough and I came to totally believe it. Even though my parents have been gone for a long long time, the voices in my head tell me I am still not good enough, still not worthy of being loved, successful or even whole (healthy). Its a constant battle not to listen to the voices of the past and start afresh. All too often I find myself sabotaging my efforts to get well. This leads to
Depression and a feeling of hopelessness. My intellect knows one thing, but the damaged child has trouble trusting the evidence before her eyes. As I have been cleansing a lot of old hidden memories have resurfaced and I have dealt with a lot of them. I have been on an emotional roller coaster since beginning the Lugol's, but I am hopeful it will eventually help me purge a lot of old hurts and become more aware of the now instead of the painful past. Just knowing others have struggled with similar problems has helped me have the courage to admit all was/is not perfect and begin to learn to accept myself as I am. (God bless you Wombat)
I pray that with your guidance Grace will overcome the damaging effects of what must have been a difficult childhood and blaze her own trails. I love the name Grace. That is the greatest gift God has given us, and when we accept that gift, nothing is impossible. Your family is in my prayers.